Nothing changes if nothing changes.

Changing is always so weird. I don’t know if weird is the right adjective. Scary, difficult, mesmerizing, intriguing, hurtful. All of those under one word: weird.

Changing means letting go, diving into the unknown, hoping, praying it will all work out, that you’ll emerge ready to rock the world in your new attire. Changing means shedding presumptions and narratives, discovering what you really need. Change is disruptive—when one thing shifts, the rest follow. When the smallest piece is out of place, you want to redesign the whole decor.

People say everything I’m going through is weird, that I’m not the same anymore. But isn’t that good? Aren’t I trying to discover myself, to fully flourish as I’m meant to? Why should we fear change? Change is beneficial, never leaving you stranded. You learn to love, to move, to grow. Change doesn’t have to be scary—it’s your choice.

Changing is confusing. I don’t know what I want, what I think, who I am. I wander a room filled with doors, opening them one by one, hoping to find one I’ll love enough to step through and close behind me. I won’t lock the door though, because I know that I might change my mind again. I’m a human being filled with passion, I am not a definition, I will not stay put. In reality, It’s a journey of discovering what you like, annoying because you always feel the pull of where you were. People, places, they all expect you to stay the same but you do not owe them that. However, you owe yourself to find what your soul longs.

Changing is always so weird. But we need it, I need it. I want to discover new faces of me, to love new thoughts from me. I want to see who I really am, through my own eyes and decisions. I want to break free from the expectations that have shaped me, to explore passions I’ve never dared to pursue, to find strengths I didn’t know I had. I crave the excitement of new beginnings, the thrill of unknown possibilities. I want to embrace the discomfort and uncertainty, knowing that it’s a sign of growth. I want to evolve, to continuously redefine myself, to become a better, more authentic version of who I am.

Change is not just about leaving the past behind; it’s about embracing the future with open arms, ready to create and live a life that truly reflects my inner self. Im not who i was anymore and that’s okay, I am now who I’m meant to be.